Week 1: -13.8 lbs
3/1 -1 lb
3/2 -0.6 lb
3/3 -0.6 lb
3/4 -1.2lbs
3/5 -1.2lbs (18.4 lbs lost total)
Week 1: Inches lost: 10
18lbs down. I am really surprised. I was hoping for 20lbs in 20 days so maybe I will even surpass that! I am anxiously awaiting day 21 so I can eat something. I think the first food I eat with be a banana. I really miss banana's. I really miss chewing. I went to Giant at lunchtime today and picked up some apples, kale and cucumbers. I also picked up some goodies for "after fast", almonds, sunflower seeds and flax seed/oat wraps. I would kill for a handful of almonds right now.
This morning while driving to work I started to get really sharp pains in my head, they were making me wince it hurt so bad. It's happened 3 times since this morning. Lets hope I don't have a stroke.
I am craving cigarettes. I crave the oral action of smoking, the menthol, the feeling of the smoke going into your lungs, the exhaling. I even miss blowing out the tobacco in my Parliament filters! Lets hope I am can continue to hold back on the smoking.....
So it might snow tomorrow? I love snow. Snow is my sunshine. I love heavy wet snow, small snow, big snow, fluffy snow, dirty snow, any kind of snow. I usually spend snow days drinking bloody mary's and eating a fabulous meal. So for once I wish it was not going to snow tomorrow because I can't eat a damn thing or drink a bloody mary (the way I want it!).
It's been 2 years, 1 month and 3 days since I last smoked. And I still crave the menthol, the feeling of the smoke going into my lungs and exhaling. you'll live. I promise. the craving won't kill you. It does make life difficult though. I'll admit that. Incredibly difficult.
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